Today is different for various reasons. Fist of all my trusty old Buick from 2000 is making disturbing noises under its hood. Second, my attempts to get Apache going under Windows Ten did not meet with success. Thirdly I cannot find a simple way to download an available Apache version for Windows, my old reference sites seem to have disappeared.

But, last night - when my car became noisy - I did get to the Microsoft store and ‘tech-help’ from Terry about resetting my password and Apache advice. The reset worked, but I’m still looking for that wily ‘Apache’.

To top it all off, my Firefox on this laptop decided to reinstall, wiping out all my bookmarks. It has never done this before. I may have a look whether there is an old version hanging around in the Download folder; I wish my self luck.

I first need to make some room in my money department, moreover I had always had in mind to stop driving at eighty. So, maybe it is time to make that decision now instead of later.

I also became a bit panicky about my car needing repairs, as I have spent more than anticipated on my teeth over this past year, leaving little to spare for major car repairs. So, I have decided to leave the car the way it is for now and use bus and train instead, as I live close to both. I first need to make some room in my money department, moreover I had always had in mind to stop driving at eighty. So, maybe it is time to make that decision now instead of later.

The other notion that has surfaced is that I should change my ‘webbing-ways’. By this I mean that my efforts should not go into more PHP and Apache type programming, but go instead into my writings relating to Existence Divine, which I have referred to over the last couple of months.

This shift in emphasis started with my November talk titled ‘Humanity’s Threshold’ and has only become more pronounced.

This shift in emphasis started with my November talk titled ‘Humanity’s Threshold’ and has only become more pronounced. Yesterday I even considered that I could write my diary entry with pen and paper, while using the word processor for my writings and just print that off on a daily basis. Thinking about this gave me an odd sense of relieve, as if some weight had been taken away! This is very odd, but does make some sense since I spend considerable time and effort on my daily entries and their web markup. It also confronts me with the fact that I do not maintain my website properly, but rather have tackled certain challenges since I started in 2009 and then just left them once I got them to function.

Considering my daily affirmation, about which I wrote last week, I ask myself now whether I am experiencing blocks and intuitions nudging me away from my daily entry and web work of at least three hours daily, redirecting that effort to that message I feel I have.

This sort of weighing of urges, feelings and intuitions needs time and should not be pushed for wanting to resolve the tension of the dilemma. I have to sort this out and usually a walk helps in doing that. Since it is time for a haircut and the weather is mild, I may just go for it!
<9:49am and 10:02am!