November 15th was my previous entry and on my ‘Tieneke’ gift weekly calendar I make all my notes till today. It shows that my sister Els made her transition from this physical realm to the next on November the 18th, Saturday; ‘the get later day’ from that little poem she gave me for Annie on my last visit with her early this past August.

I am now contemplating a new beginning and wondering how to define that. I made one back around 1988 or so and for myself at that time. With Els her passing and my inner conviction to formulate ‘an amalgam world belief that moves humanity forward’ as my intuition urged me some time ago, I feel that I now have to make a break for it.

This means putting down my conviction the best I can as my life’s journey too is approaching its end, at 81+ you might say. Commitment is the newness in this beginning, entering the final stretch of my race, as Saint Paul would say!

This new beginning today is one of a new and final commitment to on old cause of mine, since my youth, when I wanted to become an Apostle at around seven years of age!

This new beginning today is one of a new and final commitment to on old cause of mine, since my youth, when I wanted to become an Apostle at around seven years of age! That is my cause still after my long and winding road.<8:13 laundry of the toilet leak drying towels. Back at 9:01am with paper, which is an temptation for me to start reading, but first I want to address my ’new beginnings’ notion of the last few days.

It started last Thursday with my going to the new style Second Cup at 17th and 4th street with Asus laptop to do some writing called ‘My Apostolic Message’ and made a second entry there to the same file the following. It meant a walk of six blocks in nice weather, good exercise.

However, this Toshiba too has a desktop document by the same name, so I obviously need to combine these two, as well as some similarly named documents. So, my first focus is to do some collecting of these similar docs, print them and then combine them to bring my ideas into focus. I have to develop a flow to the presented ideas to make a coherent composition and message. Coherence is an old challenge for me, so that will take some doing.

Now that I have a clear idea of what to do and how to do it, there will be no more excuses and side tracking, but only dedicated effort to pull this all together in ‘an amalgam of World Belief to move humanity forward’. This is the intuited formulation I was given a few weeks ago and now needs to be made a reality.
<9:17am, time for the washer load to transfer to the dryer and 9:38am with editing.